WAAAAAA STOP ENGLISH khimmie, you're wrong grammar!!!

   Anyway, the title is not about the song OUR FAREWELL of Within Temptation. it's between me and Djhon. Yes!! yesterday..... T_T

   napakaraming kong kasalanan at pagkukulang na nagawa sa kanya, kasama na roon ang kasong hindi pa kami nararapat magsama dahil bata pa kami. Ofcourse naman! alam namin yun.... pero ang alam kong pagdating sa pag-big "Love is Matured" diba?. Pinapangako ko sa kanya hanggang dito sa weblog kong ito na hindi ko sasayangin at pagsisisihan ang pakikipaghiwalay sa kanya, sisikapin kong para kanya at lalong lalo na para sa Dios na tuparin ang mga pangako ko bilang isang butihing Kristiyana at hindi susuko sa kahit anong laban na mararanas sa paglilingkod sa Dios.

   Tama siya...may Dios ako, Iglesia, Pamilya, mga kaibigang malalapit at may mga nagmamamahal sa akin kahit di ko kilala... kumpleto na ako. wala na akong dapat pang hanapin at hingin pagdating sa bagay na tungkol sa pagmamahal. basta may Dios ka sa puso mo at Siya ang nauuna dito, kumpleto ka sa lahat ng bagay...... Masaya ako at sobrang nagpapasalamat na may isang taong nagmamahal sa akin katulad ni Bekbek, alam ng Dios kung ano at sino ang mga nasa puso ko.. alam kong hindi niya pababayaan ang mga minamahal ko sa buhay, dahil may kanya kanya siyang plano sa kanila, maging sa akin. Alam niya na kung ano ang aking mumunting pag-iingat dalangin para sa minamahal kong si Bekbek. Kahit tapos na ang pagiibigan ng "Ocean&Sky" habang buhay itong mananatili sa aking puso na isang napakagandang parte at alaala sa napakaganda kong buhay. Sana nga patawarin na ako ng Dios sa lahat ng mga nagawa ko, patawarin din sana ako ng mga taong nasaktan at sinaktan ko, malapit na ang banal na pasasalamat sa Kanya, kailangan ko nang magtalaga upang magpasalamat sa pagkakataong ibinigay Niya sa akin... sa lahat lahat...

Again I'm back to this world. Actually I can update this everyday but I'm so tired to log here... my every journey is good!

4th L.E.A.P. (League of Extraordinary and Admired Pilipinos) Leaders Congress

This was happened tomorrow, January 26, 2007 at the Crossroad 77 Convention Center. I'm so happy to be there. Thanks  to our AMAIIT Academic Head "Ms. Darlene Dizon" for choosing me as one of the outstanding students who attended the said seminar/congress. There are many students from different Colleges, University and Institutes around Metro Manila. I've met Roem and James from ACSAT hahaha. The speakers were overwhelmed and it made me glad to have heard and watched their experiences and contributions as one of the Philippine Idols. Mr. Illiac Diaz was so handsome!!, Mr. Pagsi of Ateneo De Manila is super interesting and he touched ourlives as he shared  his life to everyone... Ms. Ditsi a cinematographer shared her documentary films!!!.... Oh.... Im so pleased to be able to participate the said Congress. ^_^ There are a lot things done and I'm so happy.. (my fellow schoolmates obviously enjoyed!)... hmmf. kahit napakasakit ng puson ko at ang lamig pa sobra. ok naman ang pagkain. Thanks Again!

HAPPY PASALAMAT kktk west district

Last January 20, 2007. We're in neon color. so happy to sing with them eventhough I'm only in satellite hook up. I wasnt able to came up early in the call time because of some conflicts at home... but it's well done. Im still Happy and thankful to God so much... the Topic is very great!!! Thank God for having us Bro. Eli as a preacher of His words ^_^ so many spiritual lessons and laws and mysteries I've learned again.. wuhooooooooo. thank God also for having us a successful Bible Studiess....so many guests! ^_^ Im so happy to attend mass indoctrinations and help them.. ofcourse as a GCo..although my sched was still a big conflict. Thank God for our new brethrens...young brothers and sisters....ssD.

I miss WASTED YOUTH and CSDP-E

Haha sound isnt good??!!! nevermind! I just miss them all... Me and Ric were left. DJ was gone and still not sure if he's going to take 2nd sem next school year. Danico will transfer at Informatics and now working at his family's business. Nino same with Danico. Jannsenn... only few times I can be with, sometimes he's absent because of his work. Roldan has opposite schedule from us. Aileen is always late or absent, I cant catch her...shes with She and Paqz. Paqz already have a girlfriend ^_^ she's happy...but like Aileen, they are graduating. Paulo has conflict with his tuition fees.... whoelse??!!!.... Thank God, I can still be with Ate Anna, Ate Shirley, Ate Riza, Ate Xanne, Aron, Kevs and Piolo.... I just miss Sec.E!!!!! who were now dissolve. huhuh thanks also because I'm already friends with Section G ^_^ and some of 1stsem schoolmates....

   How about at Home

Nothing's different. I'm always irritated to my elder sisters but I just nevermind them. Ofcourse persecutions at home....from Mama and Papa and Ate and Kuya... I'm still thankful ... especially to mama!! because of paying my tuitions which should be Ate Menchu's obligations. thats ok.. I love them all.

Parang kailan lang... unang araw ng kolehiyo, nakilala ang mga katropa, naelect bilang Student Council officer, dumami ang friends, naging mas busy sa mga campus activities, nakibonding sa mga classmates......... ngayon isang week na lang enrollment na naman for 2nd sem. ang saya no?! sana mapagpatuloy ko na duon na ako sa AMAIIT kasi masya at family na kami duon =)

Kakatapos lang ng intrams as our 3rd SC PROJECT! Successful naman kahit papaano. kahit dumaan pa ung bagyong Milenyo.. nakatanggap pa aku ng certificate for 1stPLACE sa boggles (word factory), thanks nga pala kay kuya Noel sa panlilibre sa amin ni Ajhen! ehehe. Thanks din kay Ric kasi lagi siyang nandyan para sa akin at sumuporta, hindi ko na ata kailangang sabihin pa sa verbal ung feelings ko, basta masaya ako kung anu ang alam namin at ang nakikita ng karamihan.. wala naman akong pakialam kung may masama silang isipin or nakikita... alam ko naman ang ginagawa ko at may limitasyon ang lahat, isa pa... ginagalang ko ang hinihintay kong pag-uusap namin ni Djhon, sa tingin ko malabo talaga na makapunta ako sa kanila sa mga panahong ito, maxiadong busy sa school, tapos nagigipit pa dahil sa tungkulin. eh kung yuon nga problema ko na... isisingit ko pa ba yung pag-uusap namin ng clear about my decision? sana maintindihan na lang niya ang lahat... wala talga akong magagawa at isa un sa dahilan kung bakit nga tinapos ko ang lahat, ang panahon ko sa sarili ko kulang na nga diba?..... pero sana kahit di na makapag-usap ng solo *mas maganda un* ay makapagusap kami kahit in public place kasi baka may iba lang na mangyaro eh... iwasan na natin ang mukhang makakatisod diba?> baka lumayo pa s diskusyon. basta alam ko kahit anong problema at pagsubok at palo ng Dios sa akin ngayon.. masaya ako. Uhmm... masaya rin kasi next week FINAL EXAM na.... excited pa aku sa culminating activity namin sa NSTP *di ko alam kung bakit?!* cguro kasi makakatulong kami sa mga bata. Excited na rin aku makuha ung result ng average grade ko after finals. Excited na rin ako magiging last lakad namin magkakatropa before sembreak. Excited na ako mag2ndSem... bagong lectures. Salamat sa Dios.

Halos 2 weeks na rin ako hindi nakaattend pala sa Lokal ng Espana, maxiado akong pinaghigpitan ng erpat ko kaya dumadalo ako sa Cubao para mas maaga ang uwi ko after gathering kasi galing pa ako ng school. Naghihinala nila sa pag-aaral ko kaya gusto ko na rin makita grades ko para malaman nila. Nagawan ko na rin ng paraan ang bagay na iyon, sinulatan ko si erpat after nun... wala namang sagot, mukhang napaok ko atleast kahit papaano legal ang pag-aatend ko ng pagkakatipon kahit pagalitan pa ako ng pagalitan.. Alam ko naman ang binhi eh.. kaya naman kakayanin ko pang magtiis.

Noong september 30! I'm so thankfuL to bro Eman coz he did all his best just to help me find my way to attend the International Thanksgiving in Apalit!!! I've been so excited that I couldn't take a sleep, just a nap... coz of joy!! I met bro. Mar and Ronald who were with me during that morning!! ^_^ I've done my duties as a guest coordinator, help with my brotherhood at foodcom/kitchen... workforce talga kami no!!! then I listen to the topic and join my co-locale brotherhood at the new stage area!!! I listened to our presiding minister, Ingkong! and the topic was so great, (eventhough napaso ako sa braso, huhu) ok lang!! worthfuL ang aking paghihirap sa buong araw kahit nasermunan ng kapighatian at pag-uusi sa pag-uwi hanggang sa mga araw na ito. I've greeted DJhon a Happy birthday and let him feel I still care and love him as one of the special persons in my life =)

Oct 2 Monday, went home 9:00pm because I went to Kathycats home to let her feel, I didn't forgot her birthday. I've given her a simple gift and letter and then I ate and join her family.. Oh so thankful that I never care what the heavy rain brings around me. thats all for now.